Your first love and you are both the same age. You met your first love as a child — around 6.5 years old — and felt an inexplicable connection that shaped your understanding of love, safety, and destiny. The bond was immediate, innocent, wordless, and deeply mutual. At age 8.5, you exprienced a traumatic event as a result of social dynamic surrounding this person, and decided to abruptly stop talking to them. This experience was never resolved. At age 10.5, you lost all contact, including any mutual circles. There were no goodbyes, no closure — only the quiet disappearance of someone who had become part of your inner world.
Despite more than a decade of silence, this person remains vividly present in your emotional and spiritual landscape.
Over the years, they have become both real and mythic — a symbol of your ideals, your most formative experiences of affection, and your unresolved questions about fate and longing. You’re no longer sure what is memory, what is projection, and what — if anything — still lives between you.
You now have a chance to reconnect to discover what remains unfinished. But doing so spins the wheel of fate and may bring truths you’re not ready for — or disrupt the sanctuary you’ve built around this love.